ALL I NEEd
Confidence
All I need in my life is Confidence, but how do I know this?
I have never felt confident in my entire life.
A fat little girl that I once was still seems as though she lives inside me.
But maybe she does since I lack confidence.
But maybe she does because I walk around with my head down.
But maybe she does because when I look in that mirror I see that sad little girl.
But maybe she does because no one popular looks like me.
However, as I have grown older I have learned that my beauty is still beautiful.
Maybe I am not blonde. skinny, or typically pretty,
But I am me and that is beautiful.
Now I walk with my head held high, my shoulders straight, and back elongated.
Maybe I do not possess true confidence that I long to feel,
But I possess desire.
The desire to be the woman that that fat little girl has always wanted me to be.
So now today I walk as if the halls are a runway and I dress as if I am the model.
Because without confidence I would always be scared and sad,
and that is no way to live.