All I Know
I can't eloquently express what I love about poetry;
All I know
is that my ardency grows within me like a tumor,
a parasite I enjoy hosting.
All I know
is the freedom the pen offers me,
the security of a blank page staring tranquilly up at me.
All I know
is the feeling that grows in my stomach,
unintended,
primal as lust,
hardwired in me until I turn to dust.
All I know
is the clench of the jaw,
and the beautiful feeling that gnaws at me.
All I know
is the gentle peace
that only siezes when I stop writing.
All I know
is the words that spring from a well somewhere deep inside,
always constant,
even when I am going through hell.
No,
I cannot adequately communicate the incommunicable.
I cannot point to what I love most about poetry.
All I know
is this feeling,
and
I hope that it stays.