Ages Ago
The year I was born, was the year I chose my path of life
I chose the anger and strife I would go through
I even chose the people I would hold on to.
Who knew by Elementary school, my mind would..
allow me to think myself below others
You know, because I didn't do the things 'they' wanted me to
The misfit, who had far more talents than the popular
But, because my Saviour was Christ at a young age,
I had no dwellings with them.
Who knew by my Middle school years, I would still be ...
SHY, AFRAID, FEARFUL
Because I conformed to what others said,
and worse, to what my mind said
My biggest enemy was me for a long time
And as I submitted myself to the enemy
I also began to submit myself to another creature
A boy at the time, a man now
And in this time, there was a fork in the road to which
I tried my hardest to travel both
2013, and I realized I couldn't be two different people
Highschool had done its course already
I failed a class, and while failing that
My mind began to make me think I was failing life
On top of that the man I gave my submission, had
put me on an indirect mission
Trying to keep up with the most beautiful girls
Not realizing that I was the most beautiful of them all
In my heart, In God's eyes, he made the perfect creation
He just needed me to realize that
2017 and I am now dancing, singing, and writing like never before
I allowed surgery on my mind and heart
Turns out it was a psychological problem
It was diagnosed by me, and thats when I realized
If I gave him my worries and sorrows
He would would give me hope and joy for tomorrow
And the man I thought I would never get through a storm with
We became the biggest storm chasers of them all
Life is funny, when you lay down your burdens and sorrows
So life has me like, where is your next curve ball. And I'm not even an Athlete
-Amber Williams