i cant fall asleep 

my eyes are droopy but when i close them the world comes alive with ideas about the future

through the year my nights have become more lively

i have a brother who came back from the dead but death came back to claim another instead

slowly ive began to adapt to my surrounding allowing everyone to think i have it together

and i do

I'm an adult.

when people ask me about college i have an answer

i have a plan

but man they never tell you how hard it is but thats okay

ill adapt