An abandoned friend
For years I have searched for my inspiration,
but the journey seemed to be endless
One would suggest to watch motivational videos,
but the motivational feeling was only temporary
It wasn’t until I was put in an uncomfortable position
That I learned what it truly meant to be inspired
When i became single,
Everything became clear
That empty feeling I had was due to leaving an old friend behind
Being single made me uncomfortable and scared
But those feelings were my best teachers
I couldn't find inspiration in other things because
I needed to find it within myself
Because who was going to get myself out of bed? Me
Because who fought silent battles and turned out alright? Me
Because who will always be there when I need it the most? Me