Me and my then gf used to write and exchange notes as a childish and fun way to let

each other know what and how we felt. Some notes were good and some were bad.

I remember one time, she told me she had a note to give me but wasn't sure if she 

should. I managed to convince her and she ended up giving me the note to read.

Fast foward to the end of our downfall, and I decided to throw away everything

that reminded me of her after she decided she didn't want to get back with me.

Many months later, as I was cleaning a drawer, I found one of the notes she gave

me and it was the one in which she was undecided about. I was going to throw it

away like the rest but decided to keep it, as a reminder that next time I get a girl,

I should treat her right and not make the same mistakes. The following piece was

not edited. I will type it as is...

Hey! Where to begin umm... well you know that I love you a lot & this relationship

means the world to me. I have been feeling down still cause of Saturday I'm just

upset about everything. Sometimes I feel like I'm overthinking everything. Today

in 4th period as Inez talked I started to reflect on everything me and you went thru.

I still have pain just thinking you were going to break up with me for something so

simple. I sometimes start thinking TOO MUCH as think do you really care about me

as much as I do. It's the third time you do this and it feels like you control over this

relationship and it kills me inside. I ust want you to know what's going thru my mind.

I love you & care about you a lot. I'm scared that this note might cause you

to break up w/ me so I'm still undecided to give you this note! - Gisela