Written around Nov of 2011 before I met my mentor who has guided me and taught me 

a lot along the road of life.

 

Unforgiven

I'm not going to hell, hell's coming to me

I'm unforgiven for so much I'm worse than a satanist

I'm walking on a chord with nothing to hang on

I'm walking on a chord prepared to move to any song

And if I fall I'll flip my way back up, to the top

Go straight there I'm king there, where I belong

Every day's a new gamble with little to no prediction

Roll your dice shuffle the cards and just hope for high precision

If you want me come and get me I've been waiting for too long

For us to came face to face you approached me so wrong

I fear no evil, evil fears me

Cause do me wrong, and that's your hell entry

Feel this hollow tip, I'll empty all my clip

Feel this magazine pierce you full to the end

 

I'm too careless to fearless, I'm unforgiven

I'm still stuck deciding between hell and heaven

I wonder,"what if, what would of back then?"

Still thinking if I made the right choices "back when"

I'm too careless too fearless, I'm unforgiven

I'm still stuck deciding between hell and heaven

I roll up my worries, and smoke them all away

Let the problems fade let the smoke evaporate

 

Lord save me from my sins, and my wrong decisions

I'm standing feet away from this soon-to-be collision

Wash away my pain don't want to do this anymore

But there's an evil concience telling me to come back for more

If I am the world, my neighbor planet is the foe

I'll cock back a star, aim, and let that bitch go

Help me find my ego, is it really where it should be?

How about these skills are they really what they could be?

Dont give a fuck now, don't give a fuck today

Next day will be same just like it was yesterday

Treat me like a savage, I'll act like a savage

Society complains cause my actions' hard to manage

I counted all my sins and counted past infinity

Yet the number of good things I've done too last an eternity