I love being able to do it all, everything.

The ability to accomplish anything.

My love for adderall rapidly grew.

I’m aware of my addictions, nothing’s new.

 

I need them all to get through the day.

No longer do I feel like a lost dog, a stray.

I feel so powerful, I am the force.

My adrenaline runs track & I’m the horse.

 

Insomniac, I have no desire to sleep.

Label me the toxic black sheep!

Drowning in these chemicals, 6 feet deep.

It's essential for me to get through, leap.

 

I find this high very satisfying.

I feel like a worthy human being.

I can’t tell if I’m being misled.

If I truly have a purpose, ‘nuff said.

 

Is this really yet another obsession?

How much more will I bring to confession?

My conscience gets exposed during smoke sessions.

This guilty feeling inside me adds to my depression.

 

Sometimes I forget I control my own mind.

Serenity’s missing but I always get back what’s mine.

I’m not one to drag you down, I don’t ever drop dimes.

Ask those that know me, I’ll take the loss & do the time.

 

Enough about that, I’m enjoying this ride.

Better aim yo’ shit right cause I’m a bird in the sky.

The way I’m feeling, I’m stuck in this hole for life.

What I consider fun now may potentially end in suicide.

 

I could care less if I’m being fucking sided eyed.

It’s best not to test a fool that’s ready to die.

You’ll regret going that route, a dangerous ride.

I’ll take you to a dark place, don’t attempt to hide.

 

I’m a psychotic individual, what can I say?

I consume everything like it’s my last day.

I’m smart enough to avoid the bullet spray.

They couldn’t kill me yesterday, try again today. 

 

I’m gone once again, I never stay.

I’m the one making moves, getting paid.

You’re broke at work while I’m getting laid.

Your girl is fed up with your fuck boy ways.

 

This narcotic makes me feel ruthless.

Without it, I feel annoyingly useless.

My honesty isn’t for the faint of heart.

The truth may sting like a flying dart.

 

Limits won’t stop me from taking it too far.

When I’m in the field, I go for the long yard.

I’m in this for the ride and I’m committed to it.

I can't get enough of this high, I love this shit!

 

When I awake, It's the first thing on my mind.

It motivates me to get back on my grind.

It opened my third eye, I’m no longer blind.

I feel euphoria, I am truly the God of all mankind.

 

Attempting to avoid coming down, feeling blue.

My first time consuming you, that’s when I knew;

It was immediately love at first sight.

I’ll do anything it takes to stay on this flight.