Going through this 
Unseeing eyes
Glazed, taking in nothing and everything
Recycling responses, records yearning, break me! 
Breathing in this
Swallowing a fist full of fiber glass, grinding down,embedded 
Licking the fingers clean
Tasting the scrape of maw, a stifle unparalleled
Poisoned and pained 
Living beyond this
Sobs locked, leaking, redden with existence
New normal, aberrant
Smiling unfeelingly, empathetically faulty