[5/05/09]

I am meditating to resolve this problem.

The environment is in the state of trouble,

The chaos, the out of control...

How am I suppose to learn here if I can't hear what's going on?

My eyes are now closed in a strain to focus,

To flood out the noise, that is provocative.

I open my eyes now to only see little change,

But I am doing my best because it's not going to put me to shame.

Embarrassment? Yes, but who can I help?

All these hard-headed people don't understand anything but a belt.

So I just help myself, I have no time to help others,

Because people like me don't want to end up smothered.