1-21-2017
Take a shot for me,
Take a shot for my sobriety
Because the drugs
Never stop controlling me
They linger in my soul
In my mind
In my body
It hurts when I use
It hurts when I don't
I'm paralyzed with the thought
Of getting high
And being sober
The voices tell me to hit it
Snort that line
Take those shots
Fill the void they scream
In my head so loud
I feel lost in the noise
Strangled by my need
Throttled by my want
Crippled by the pain
Most don't understand
This illness I have
They tell me
It's a phase-
It'll pass
You're young
Just don't use
How can you explain to
Someone
The taste of salt
If they've never tasted it.