Sleeping
I feel like rocking
Or, rolling
No, laying down
Sleeping
Then waking
And staying
One lonesome-bound
Dying
Rebirthing
I feel like a Phoenix Queen
‘Lone
In my ashes
I’ll be
One who can’t redeem
Won’t be seen
Will be seen
Breathe out loud
Silence proud
“Watch me and
See my hand turning the winds of time.”
In my mind
“They are blind.”
I say to sate me
It makes me to hate me
When thoughts of mine don’t come true
But, I am Phoenix
And I will stay Phoenix
No real pain may thwart me
No fire, no burning
It hurts, yes
It kills, yes
One day, it will end me
But there is a new me
And this girl, she’ll rise
From the ashes post- fire
And this girl, she will fly away.