My Epiphany
I breathe, inhaling and exhaling
Listening to the kids at the end of the block play
One was wearing red
One was wearing white
And one in black standing in the corner
I breathe, observing and watching
Looking over I see the one in black frowning
Looking over I see the others shouting
And looking over I anger and sadness
I breathe, feeling the air and closing my eyes
I sense the hurt
I feel the pain
I go back to my childhood games and recount all the memories all the torment and all the names
Looking over I become sad overwhelmed with my emotions
I cry
I write.
Looking over I remember my past
Feeling left out
I write what I see, two kids playing and one that reflected me
I feel for the one in black
I analyze
Then I realize
His mother came out with bandages and alcohol
He cried a little and went back to playing
Writing comes from observations
Every story has different mystification
What others may observe
Is wrong in a sense,
Writing therefore becomes an outlet to creativity, to expression, and to a story.