Little Glass Heart
When I was a little girl
I had a little accent.
And even though I was a little girl -
I couldn't have been older than seven -
I was teased a lot.
And now I'm not so little
But I'm still teased behind my back
About my hair
My clothes
My accent
I'm teased for being me.
When I was a little girl
With my little accent
With my little clothes
And my little boots
The words didn't affect me.
But now the words have become sneers
And glares
and sharp comments
And now, as I tread
In my not-so-little boots
Those words turn to stones.
A threat to my little glass heart.
But little girls
Shouldn't throw rocks in glass houses.
Little girls,
As they tell me,
Should be kind
Should be obedient
Should ignore the comments
Should not fight
Should not throw stones
Lest they break their little glass hearts.
But can't they tell?
My little glass heart
Has already been shattered.
Can't they see the glue smeared across it
Clouding the surface
My effort to fix it?
Well, the others can.
They give me stones
Inviting themselves into that glass house.
I stupidly hand them the key to my glass house;
My glass heart.
They throw stones.
The glass shatters and falls around me.
I am ruined.