Right now I'm eleated and numb
I sit at a fire alone
Listening to nature's Playlist
Finding peace with why I exist
You sleep there soundly
I worry profoundly
Trying hard to escape
No trying to rearrange my fate
The peaceful slumber
That I seek
Is hidden from me buried deep
Like a moth drawn to a flame
I am happy for this exchange
My thoughts seem to never end
I try to focus on "just pretend"
So many issues I didn't mend
It's time now let's make amends