Grown Up
When I was a kid I could fit my little kid clothes
but when I started to grow
It suprised me so much that my clothes didn't fit no more
If I wore them now they would've tore
I realized I was grown when they told me to get a job
the world kept turning round and round but for me everything stopped
in my mind the world didnt spin
but when I fell into the oblivion
something new was happenin
something grew from deep within
I was experiencing something everyone goes through
but at the same time I didn't have a clue
it was called change
and everything started to feel strange
They told me I needed to grow up and to move out
I didn't know what it meant to be a grown up but now I know what it's about
It was time to spread my wings and to explore it on my own
I needed to become myself I needed to act grown
I needed to apply what I've learned growing up into the real world
I felt like I wasn't a little girl anymore
And that really hit me down to the the core
It was a shock for me like lightning in a storm
It all came at once and hit me like a swarm
my family let me go free they called it independency
It was my time to be independent
It was beyond me, to me it was transcendence
It was far from the ordinary world that I once knew
But I spread my wings and I flew
I grew up to be a beautiful independent woman
I knew it wasn't over with everything became one
the universe wasn't done with me
but there wasn't anything I couldn't overcome
but instead become
this wonderful person
even though I was still trying to find my purpose
I was still learnin
but I grew up and flourished
I wasn't discouraged
This is how I grew up
It was very rough and it was very tough
but i began to see
what I could really bring into the world and just really be all that i could be
instead of living in this dreamed up fantasy
but live in the real world and its reality.