I Must Go Now
Running from a monster ten times my speed
Momma I must go before the spirits latch on me
Just in time fore i am swallowing the key
and im trapped within the prison
A prison where the mind flirts with insanity
For I must go before the anger grows on my heart like mold
And sadness pokes holes and im empty before dark
See i've seen and been through more thick then thin
but none has been said and I run between sheets and head
Casting myself into a isolating slumber
Called depression
Which turns my paranoia into obsession
And makes me question
Who will stay and who will go?
So, I must make the move
Before i'm down where maggots chew through
And worms sleep smooth
Product of the past where she weeps blue
This mind its see through
All of my moves
Are being caught on record
As I step out
A breath of the freshest air
A realization
Inside this loving world
That here is where my love is loved
And loved till Terras toes curl
My burdens are lifted
and thoughts are now shifted
And my smile is real
and not a shield to hide the pain