falsity of freedom
As the silence becomes the forest a waterfall flows upward
Up up up to the sky
You reach and reach for the heavens hoping for a hand to latch onto yours
But the only thing that grabs is the hand of absences
The absence of love of parents of want
The absence of need of feel of hope
The ice cold creeps into your skin and you break the grasp on misery
The waterfall flows normally and you fall with it
Long arms wrap your restless figure in and tells you everything will be alright
But you know nothing will ever be the same
For you have felt the grasp of the devil
And suddenly these hands on your back feel far too familiar
That smile is too crooked too cold too empty
Run
Run as far as your feet will take you
Run until the world fades behind you
Run until that breath no longer makes the hair on the back of your neck stand
Once you're free tell me if it taste like candy or just the bars i'm being held behind
Tell me if it taste like dreams coming true or the blood of those sacrificed for the title
Tell me is it everything you hoped for and more or just propaganda
I wonder now if the hands of the devil were really made of ice or if they were just reflections of my soul
Was he really evil or just an accumulation of every sin i've ever made
I'm now questioning if he ever held me captive or was he just protecting me from falsity of freedom