MY DISEASE[BIPOLAR]
THE DISEASE OF LIFETIME SADLY
THE INCIDENT OF ALL DAY LONG
THE UNCONTROLLABLE SADNESS,PAIN AND SILENCE
THE HAPPENINGS OF UNUSUAL THINGS
THE THINGS WHICH WERE ACTUALLY GOING ON
BUT SADLY THEY WERE ALWAYS CALLED ILLUSIONS
WHICH OFTEN MAKES HER SAD
WHO CAN UNDERSTAND THOSE PEOPLE
AND HOW CAN WE COMPELLED TO MAKE THEM UNDERSTAND
IT JUST SPOILED AND ROUINED HER NATURE
NO ONE CAN MEASURE THE PAIN
UNLESS GOING THROUGH IT AND EXPERIENCE IT
ALSO PEOPLE CANT BELIEVE THAT SHE WAS THE SAME PERSON FEW DAYS BACK
THEY CALLED HER JUST TOTALLY CHANGED SPY
WHO JUST LOST HER IDENTITY
HER ACTION,GESTURE AND POSTURE JUST TOTALLY CHANGED FOREVER
WHEATHER YOU CALLED IT A MIRACLE OR A STRANGE FACT WHICH JUST CHANGED HER FOR HER LIFETIME
THE GOOD THING OF THAT PHASE WAS CREATIVITY
AND THE SAD PART WAS PAIN,SADNESS AND MOST IMPORTANTLY THAT LOST IDENTITY
THE DISTURB AND WHISPERING SOUNDS EVERYWHERE
THE TIRING SITUATIONS OF LIFETIME
BUT COULD NOT CONVINCE HER TO SLEEP
JUST THINKING ABOUT EVERYTHING WHICH WAS NOT THE PART TO THINK OVER
THE UNCONTROLLED CRIES AT EVERY SECOND ,MINUTE AND HOUR
THE SITUATIONS AND REALITY WHICH WERE BEYOND HER IMAGINATIONS AND REACH
THE DAYS PASSED AND THE NIGHTS WENT BUT THE CONDITION EVEN GONE WORSE
SOMETIMES AT THE END COME UP TO THAT EXTENT JUST TO KILL HERSELF
BUT THEN SHE WONDER WHY?
WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?
PLEASE JUST HELP ME GOD;HELP ME...
I AM JUST NOTHING,I AM THE ONE WHO JUST CANT ABLE TO CONTROL MY OWN BEING[MUSELF]
I AM JUST TOTALLY DEPENDENT ON YOU FOR EVERYTHING
I AM JUST AN ORDINARY CREATURE MADE FROM DUST
WHO HAS NO ONE FOREVER EXCEPT ONE AND ONLY YOU
THEN A RELIEF SOUND OF LIGHT SOUL WHICH WAS FULL OF PAIN FEW MINUTES BACK
BUT EVERYTHING COMES COMES FOR A REASON
WHEATHER YOU TAKE IT AS A PART OF CHALLENGE OR A PART OF LUCK
LIFE WILL ALSO BE GREAT IF YOU CONCIDER IT A BLESSING
LIFE IS PRECIOUS TOO;SO JUST START LIVING IN THE WORLD OF REALITY NOR IN A WLORLD OF DREAMS
DREAMS ARE A PART OF REALITY WHICH EVERYONE LIVES IN
BUT SADLY THEY ARE NOT USEFUL FOR THE LIFETIME
AT TIMES YOU CAME UP TO THAT EXTENT IN WHICH YOU HAS TO CAME IN YOUR REAL WORLD WHICH IS ACTUALLY GOING ON
THAT PHASE WHICH BECAME THE PART OF REALITY MUST ALWAYS REMINDS YOU OF THAT SADNESS,PAIN AND SILENCE
BUT ALSO TEACH YOU A LESSON OF LIFETIME
THE PEOPLE,THOSE GREAT FRIENDS WHO ALWAYS ADMIRE YOU FOR EVERYTHING
JUST TOTALLY LEAVES YOU FOREVER
YOU MUST WONDER WHY?
BECAUSE NOW YOU ARE NOT REALLY LIVING ACCORDING TO THEIR LIKES AND DISLIKES
YOU ARE JUST TOTALLY CHANGED ,NOT ABLE TO CONTROL YOUR EMOTIONS AND BEING[OWN SELF]
YOU JUST CANT ABLE TO FULFILL THEIR COMMANDS AND ALSO CANT ABLE TO MAKE THEM LAUGH
SO,THEY JUST TOTALLY LEFT YOU WHEN YOU WANT THEM MOST IN YOUR LIFE
THAT REALITY JUST SHOCKED HER FROM TOP TO TOE
THE ONES WHOM YOU ALWAYS CONCIDER BESTIES JUST LEAVE YOU FOREVER
WHY?PLEASE JUST ACCEPT THIS REALITY BEFORE ITS TOO LATE
NOW YOU HAS TO LIVE FOR YOUR OWNSELF
NOT HAVING RESTRICTIONS AND BOUNDED BY THEIR LIES
THEN LASTLY SHE JUST HUGGED HER MOTHER WHO WERE ALWAYS BE THERE FOR HER
THOSE BLOOD RELATIONS WHO YOU NEVER CALLED FOR
BUT THEY WERE ALWAYS BE WITH YOU AT EVERY SEC,MIN AND HOUR
WHEATHER I AM ALIVE OR NOT
LIFE IS FULL OF SORROWS,GRIEVES AND PAIN
YOU MUST ABLE TO CROSS THAT PATH IN A PEACEFUL AND DELIGHTFUL MANNER
LIFE IS A LESSON TO LEARN AND A TERRIBLE SUBJECT TO PTREACH
LIFE ITSELF IS A GIFT WITH LOTS OF BLESSINGS IN IT
JUST START LIVING FOR YOURSELF FROM NOW ONWARDS
BE A LESSON OF LIFETIME FOR OTHERS
TEACH THEM HOW STRONG YOU ARE UNTIL BEING STRONG IS THE ONLY CHOICE
FORGETTING PAST IS NOT A GAME;ITS A NAME OF PAIN
SO,FORGET THE PAINS FROM ONES YOU GAIN
AND ONCE AGAIN LIVE A LIFE WITH A DRASTIC CHANGE