Fire
I was always cautioned to not wander too close to the fire
At this age, I was being introduced to temptation and desire.
Innocently thinking, fire was beautiful; how could it hurt?
Until I got too close and was burned.
As I grew up, I met people who had fires of their own
Foolishly, I let my heart be shown
Naively thinking, they were beautiful; how could they hurt?
Until I continuously got burned.
These burns are memories of what has passed
Memories of people, relations, situations I thought would last
These burns have charred my heart but answered the question “who am I.”
I was given the ability to identify
I am forgiving and willing to be burned for those that I care about
I am lost, but I still try to find my way, among the sea of self-doubt
I am intelligent in some areas; my naivety dominates in the others
I am unable to list what I would do for my sisters and brothers
I am my most significant critic, the harshest one of all
I am weak, but strong enough, to continue to pick myself up each time that I fall
I am an extension of the darkness, but light also reigns through me
I am a dreamer with the hopes of being free
I am independent, but still fear being alone
I have a fire of my own.