a love letter to myself
they tell you that beauty is more than skin deep,
but they forget to tell you that flaws are too and
you learned this was true four years ago when
everyone sat back and watched you break down
in the middle of geometry because you saw a boy
hold someone else’s hand
people don’t use the word over-emotional to describe
someone who cares so much or loves so deeply, they
use it to describe someone who cares too much and
loves too deeply; the pauses in conversations and
avoidances in hallways are not to protect you from
feeling hurt, but are to protect themselves from the
rainstorm they think will fall from your tear ducts
you paint the ocean on your eyelids so that when
there are tears streaming down your face at 3:15
in the morning, it doesn’t feel like you’re crying and
you feel like a monster because nobody likes the
taste of salt water, but what you’re forgetting is that
salt helps heal wounds.
there are earthquakes in your chest and butterflies in
your stomach and sometimes you feel like the earth might
shatter beneath the gentle touch of your fingertips, but
when you realize that no one knows how to feel the way
that you know how to feel, i will remind you that this is
a good thing
i will remind you that your scars and your insecurities
and your emotional tremors do not define who you are
as a person. i will let you get angry and i will let you cry
to show you that it’s okay to be human. just like a ray of
sunlight during a vicious storm, or a silver lining where
you least expect it, you are an over-emotional soul in an
emotionless generation. your flaws are as beautfiul as
your heart always has been