please
Man.
For a girl who's
Supposed to be on top of the world
I feel like I'm at the bottom.
Everything, emotionally,
Always collapses this week
This last week of swim
And I can't handle it.
Anxiety rising up in my throat
Emptiness- depression returning
His obvious weakness
Really threw me off.
Because this is not who I remember
This is not who he was
This is something he never thought he'd have to deal with
And I'm not even a proper friend.
Just some girl from middle school that cooked dinner.
And, oh man,
Only He can save me now.
Only the Lord can.
Please.