Some say you are a miracle

To us you are a mistake

I cannot see you but I feel you In the darkness of my womb

 

Unborn one you have little toes now

Unborn one you have webbed fingers and nails!

Mommy I have a heart too

 

I wonder if your heart synchronizes with mine

Scariest thing is that I can’t keep you with me

The pain is more unbearable than you know

Unseen tears but baby I’m fighting for you

I know it seems that I don’t want you by my side

We can’t have you in this life

 

                                                           It is time

There’s a sharp needle with the injection of death

Injecting sorrows into me

What could have become of you I will never know?

Burning of your flesh and all that is you

My personal gift from him

I love you though , remeber that...

 

Close to three months

I wanted to be yours

You said I was inconvenience

Took away my own life Mom..

.I was going to be a boy

Mommy you took my breath away

Mommy repent