Let me tell you a
Let me tell you a bit about me
I am not an easy person
I do not trust easy
I would rather sit with a book
Than go out with friends
I am a listner
Do not confuse my silence
For me being disinterested
I am timid
But I will not hesitate to tell you how I am feeling
I am quiet
But I can be one of the loudest people you come into contact with
I love too easily
But very rarely do I express it
I will not always be able to express myself
Sometimes you will touch my arm
And I will shatter into pieces
Tidal waves will pour from my eyes
I will gasp for breath
And cling to you
But I will gather myself up
Time and time agin
I always have
I will not come to you
I am scared of pushing you away
With all of my thoughts
And feelings
So I will keep to myself
Some days I will not be able to utter a word
Others I will talk for hours
I am my worst critic
But you don't know this
You don't know
That I stand in the mirror
And criticize every inch of myself
In front of you
I hold my head high
A slight smirk on my face
That may scream confidence
But truly
I am insecure
You don't know the nights
I lay awake
Fearing the future
Hoping I make it through the next day
Or week
Or year
How I would rather hurt myself
Than anyone else
What you don't know
Is that I want you to know
I desperately want to be caught
Crying in the corner
And be able to tell you all of this
To tell you my life story
But I never will
Because I don't trust easily
And I am scared