The Reason She Cuts
She kept a running total,
The tallies on her leg,
Of every day she missed him,
And every night she prayed
For his quick arrival
With the coming of the dawn,
But each morning when she lifts the sheets
Her hopefulness is gone.
So she drove past those old memories
And saw what she held dear,
The pulling heartstrings of her want
Demanding he be here.
But there is nothing she can say,
She chokes on spoken words
And watches dreams flying away
Like south-bound summer birds.