When I hear the sounds of sirens, I see fear & panic in the faces of ppl I don't kno I realize how afraid we all are in this world. Life is so unpredictable & fragile. We are all alive once, one breath! You cant have joy w/O pain & sunshine w/o rain. You ain't learned w/o a lesson, or you can't grow w/o stressin!  You can fool everyone else about your life, but you are far from foolin yo self! In life we look at chaos & we get scared , we look at it as an oppression & not an opportunity. We gotta hurt to heal, b/c one day we'll wake to the sun shinning through . And those empty spaces where it was just you, at your darkest hour, will turn into a shadow of a few! A few of those who were hidden when you needed, where your cuts were so deep & you were bleeded. No one there to help heal your wound, no one to tell you okay will be coming soon! Believing in everything you were told, feeling foolish, looking at your hand you were dealt & screaming "I can't do this". Then you learn there isn't always an "us & we" it's just you or me! And as far as the eye can see, everyone isn't always playing for your team. You sometimes feel like all the good & humble ppl are all in some kind of fantasy dream. You were welcomed into this world alone, & in your casket , there is only but one space. Life is too short to run or even chase. To chase after those who don't want to be there, to run from things that you always fear.    imperfection, its something we all share. when we make an accomplishment, society sits back & judge & yell how could you dare! How could you loosen your fear shackles, & put on your armor & prepare for a battle?  But I guess you gotta let life turn u upside down, so then u learn how to live right side up.