Poems from introspectivebeet
I hide away
Behind smiles and laughter
Because humour,
Humour’s a good way
To hide the pain.
I lost you
But I also lost myself and
You lost me, too.
I’m sorry.
It’s fucking terrifying,
Losing yourself.
I never thought it might...
I smile
I laugh
I joke
But it all feels fake.
I’m not happy
I’m not funny
I’m not real.
I lie to myself
I lie to you
I lie to the world...
I hear your words
But they don’t
Pierce me anymore
Because I’ve become
Numb.
Nothing hurts anymore
Because I can’t feel.
This is what...
Everything is numb
Grey
Bland
Tasteless
Blurry.
This
Is
My
Life
Now.