Poems from erikabeatpoetry
I am an aspiring writer and poet in my senior year of high school. I am a survivor of emotional and financial abuse, as well as fibromyalgia, PCOS, POTS, and many other medical illnesses. I have depression caused by my abuse and medical issues and I try to overcome the struggles presented in my life. I love classic rock, poetry, and vinyl records and the best traits that would describe me would be shy, understanding, and empathetic.
Apathy, my brethren, sweet poison of the
Mind yourself and what you say and forget
Emotion never produces a logical thrill
Of majestic...
Agony from the chronic eruption of nerves that delicately lace through my spine and entwine into vines of erotic discord electrically...
existence crafted out of abuse
something so beautiful, so raw, so elegant
reassurance by those who only just met you that you are lovely...
Thank you for electricity.
The ability to touch letters connected by cables and ribbons to access a small piece of happiness.
I discovered...
Dreams that compose an ever-so-distant me
Wrap around in a cloak of contingency
Mirrored walls guard my heart
Deflecting and rejecting...