Poems from besandlin

No, stop, I can’t. These words spew from my mouth like the hot lava that you left under my skin. When you held me down and poured it in....
  this momentthis lifethis love you with you it is easy to forgetwho I was,who I am, who I pretend to be the sun shines— even when the...
  As I stood dripping in the showerI watched the water spiral down the drainand I felt my dreams go with it, but as I leaned my headagainst...