Poems from amanda mendoza

i'm on the edge, just sitting,  staring out to the mysterious great beyond, nothing else, i dont know what to do he brought me here, and...
i want to let him go, i want to scream at him, i want to forget him, but a single word and touch from him makes my mind blank and...
 i miss the pain,    because you were always there to heal me.  i miss the cold,    because you were always there to warm me.  i miss the...