Poems from Loyal-City

I am a young growing lady, who believes life is a battle field but to achieve you have to use your arm'er and what you have been taught to give reasoning. Reasoning to the way you survive. Reasoning to the way you stood out on plate that your life was weighing on. Everything is your now your risk, because your of age to take the hit. I'm very creative.... a lot of time spent by myself... thinking why life taught me things, for me to give a different thing. Variety of mindsets. Musician, Instrumental, vocalist, and designer. I have goals to success. My key to it is never let anyone put me down. Not friends, family, and myself.
I treat you like a king that lives in highest castle but i have to accept that im a maid that can only be used for stuff that you need and...
Mental disorders is what im used to but never seen somebody acting like me except for the way people make them seem.  Pills, hospitals and...
Life flashes before my eyes but yet not everyone still can be alive. Hoping and praying but no answer. Blood running down my face with fear...