You came
With happiness,
Hope.
Silly unfunny jokes
That suddenly
Made me laugh,
Not just laugh- tummy cramp laugh

You came with love
Made love to me too,
Not once or twice
But more.

I found out that,
Biology took it's course
And my endomatruim maintained
The thickness.
It was clear my dear,
Our love, resulted in a seed.
Inside my body.

Happy and scared,
I told you the good news in secret
To my surprise
You denied it!

Your words that day
Slapped me,
They stabbed me,
Emotionally dead.
Thoughts of killing it
Hurt me awoke
Thoughts of keeping it
Crippled my mind
And made me weak.

Walks with a friend,
Talks with my sister
Outing with the siblings
All of it, temporarily eased my mind.

You came
With happiness,
Hope and selfishly
Took it back.

You came with love
And made love to me too.
You've planted a seed in my body
And suddenly, it was games
I was playing yes?
Maybe, I slept with myself yes?
Or maybe I'm a slut
No, I don't know who did it.

You planted a seed in my body
And suddenly you
didn't see me anymore.