You're not like the others.
You actually listen to me.
From the minute I had met you,
i'll admit, I was unsure where you would lead.
How can this situation go?
Maybe i'll have clarity, once you, I really get to know.
You are not like the others.
You have control over the things that you let suffer-
Yourself. Myself, will never let that be.
With you, you believe I should be.
Not even two days and I start developing feelings.
I've never experienced this type of-
Reeling, feelings I can't sort out.
All it does is make me think-
about the way things were at first...
Look at how things are right now.
I hope you don't look back, and wonder-
How you let yourself fall this hard, this deep.
Do you wish, in your mind, I wasn't yours to keep?
I wish I didn't have to make up my mind so fast.
Things the way they were.., I wanted them to last.
It's just I didn't know how to tell you at first.
Now I wonder if telling you now hurts worse.
I'm pretty sure, it's clear to me,
exactly what I wanted you to see.
I just wanted to be your friend.
I don't know though if i want that till the end.
Do you feel as if you are holding a dirty secret?
You're dying inside, you don't want to keep it?
I understand that feeling so I want you to know.
After I say this, if you want, I'll go.
I love you so much, undeniably.
Can't begin to explain, it's true; undefinably..
I believe if maybe we didn't move so fast,
Our relationship would be better and be promised to last.
I'm not saying it's your fault, nor is it mine.
It's just i miss you and think of you all of the time.
It kills me how you will never fully know,
How badly I want to be with you, but him, I can't seem to let go.
I love you a lot.
I love him too.
You've been in my life only a few days, and now i can't live without you.
My whole worlds been thrown around.
Now it feels like slowly everything's smashing down.
I don't get a break ever from all of the stress.
I have so many problems, but you I still manage to impress.
It's shocking to me, because i've never been truly loved.
It's something i've been reading since age 5 and dreaming of.
Although unlike the fairytales, this dream doesn't have a happy ending.
I know you're not fine but you still assure me, you're pretending.
I can see it every time I look in your eyes.
It's like I got to know someone else.
You're in disguise.
I know you've opened up, and let me in.
You I have coplete confide in.
i odn't just let anyone get to know me.
If i beleieve they are bad i pretend not to be lonely.
You, from day one, i did that act.
i guess it weared off.
i started forgetting my lines, and telling-
You made me realise things about myself, that i never knew.
Being myself is something i just don't do.
I've never had an exception, EXCEPT, now there's you..
i never knew i could love someone like i love you.
i guess this is something i have to adjust to.
So if you me to go, i'm just glad you now know.
You'll never be like the others.
I truly love you...