how can I tell you

that you were the one that won?

that I want to go back though it's all said and done?

I hide my true feelings though that's just a waste of time

considering the fact that you were never truly mine.

just the instant of that moment

made my mind be where my heart dwells

until I can escape your perfection; hell.

if only I can rewrite what I've thought to unwritten

then maybe I can pretend to be yours once more.

the pain that I have felt

I found no way to cope

you deserted me and left me to believe I had no hope.

though, I have to say I got what I deserved

when I took the test

and pushed your heart to the limit

and left you to the fate of my actions

and killed it.