Your Heartfelt Pain
how can I tell you
that you were the one that won?
that I want to go back though it's all said and done?
I hide my true feelings though that's just a waste of time
considering the fact that you were never truly mine.
just the instant of that moment
made my mind be where my heart dwells
until I can escape your perfection; hell.
if only I can rewrite what I've thought to unwritten
then maybe I can pretend to be yours once more.
the pain that I have felt
I found no way to cope
you deserted me and left me to believe I had no hope.
though, I have to say I got what I deserved
when I took the test
and pushed your heart to the limit
and left you to the fate of my actions
and killed it.