You said it'd be nice if I'd stand with you, in front of those people.
You must know why I cannot do that.
Why do you even ask? I'll only dissapoint. Haven't you learned by now?
You said "I need your support"
What support could I give you when I cannot breathe?
What support, what comfort would you recieve by dealing with my breakdown?
I stand by what I said.
I said "I can't handle that." If I must, I'll say it again.