To You I Am Nothing
Love is pain
With nothing to gain
But a big blackened heart
Of stone
A nice 'leave me alone'
A termination of an almost love
Another loss
Prayed to the cross
For a change in luck
With a hug
That you shrug
Off with your arms
How I long for your arms
To hold me once again
Are we just friends?
Yet again I have been fooled
Into thinking things were good
But that euphoria never lasts
Staring at my phone
Hating being alone
And hating more that I keep calling
Wishing for an answer
Never getting one
I know it's done
But oh how I wanted much more
Only to hear from you In four
More weeks at best
Forget the rest
Thinking I'm worthless
Becoming a nuisance
If only to get the closure I seek
I cannot stand for this anymore
The sad; the unsure
I know that we're no more
But the persistence persists
Taking you off my contact list
To you I am nothing