What you see is a girl...
a girl who got it all figured out
a girl who is so sure
and confident...a girl who got spunk, who got sparks going in and from either sides of her
a girl whho who presence you embrace so warmly
like the sun ray
who personallity can light the day
well bull crap!!!!!!!
i'm here to tell you, you got it all wrong and all you don't realize.
you don't realize that are other sides of me... that covering up my flaws
that behind it all is personal demons,
my insecurities and doubts
that- that i'm confused most of the time about her own self, and often finds herself lost.
That you're too blind..
and maybe it's for your own good ...
aand for my own protection
And i will continue to let you
be blind ...
cause the reality is
i'm vurnerable and fragile...
i just don't want nobody pity nor i don't want anybody to take avantage of me.
i will stay be hind the curtain forever!
The reality is
my biggest flaw is
how big my heart is...
It's easily tampered with
But i would keep this too, because like i said i don't want to be taken avantage of nor have it broken in any ways....i have to play ms. ice cold.
And i'm fine with that....if playing ice cold and letting y'all be blind is what it takes to shield my self in any ways....
THEN LET IT BE, I WILL STAY HIDDEN IN MY COZY LITTLE CORNER BEHIND MY CURTAIN,away from all,i'm use to it by now!!!!!