You Are The Gun
There’s a beauty in loving you knowing you’ll never see me
It’s like a cancer to my heart
Its killing me but you’re my drug
Knowing you’re happy is all I need to get me through
I see you and it’s like I’m in a quiet tranquil place where my heart is happy
Your smile lets me know that your life is good
Your laugh tells me there’s joy
Your eyes show me the promise your life has and the hope you have for life
I watch from my window the boy I love longing for you to see me the same
But it’s like loving the gun housing the bullet that will kill you in the end
You are the gun and my heart is the bullet
You send it off but it’s the bullet that will initially kill me
And that’s the beauty, right
Loving something that will eventually kill you
But knowing there’s no one else you’d rather love