you
i would always look down
because up was worse,
i rather be done under the ground
than up here,
up here is where socal groups change you
down there is where the dead lie
where we all try to cut our way down there,
up here is what ever your personalitly is defies what group you are in
of courase i was in a group that didnt have a name,
we let anyone in
big,small,pimples,race,religion, speical needs
we let them all
some ate useing their mouths and others wasnt the nicest person
people would laugh at us
thats were i got my first nick name"twig"
because i was really tall and skinny and easy to break
any one would say
i hate you or u r so stupid, or anything else about me
if someone said that to me it was like my life was over, i would shut down and wont talk to people
i would not want to go to school
but hey, i am just sensitive like that
then i saw him
no not the guy of my dreams but him,
we became friends
after that i started to get to know more people
after that i joined drama i even met even more people
every class i went to i had a bunch of freinds that knew my name
i thought that hanging out with him was perfect
we would always trade food
one time in math class he called me stupid
it didnt fase me i just countiue on talking,
today we are still friends
he helps me with my family problems and i help with his
drama helps me express myslef
he help me for when people talk about me i just ignore them or i say "thats your opinion"
today i learn how to push my self to do better so one day i can acheive my dream of being an actress
today i still have family issues but now i know how to deal with them
and i can thank all of this to him
no not the guy of my dreams, but HIM