You are always there

Just never with me

You make other girls fall

I’ve fallen the hardest

Your smile lights up the the world

with kindness

You are so nice

it’s your curse

You set my heart beating

faster than it ever has

and get me to stop breathing

Yet you don’t notice

I die every time

I see you

I realize how impossible it is for us

to ever be together

I realized we’ve never really spoken

Yet I seem to know so much about you

Why is that?

Always surrounded

never alone

not a single moment

alone

How do you live like that?

I wouldn’t be able to stand it

You’ve had pain in your life

I see it in your eyes

I feel it when I look at you  

Your hugs make my cheeks glow

Yet you don’t care that

I look a little awful but

I feel a little awful

You don’t notice

whether that’s good or bad

I don’t know

you are
my first love.