Someone said I can't do this. I will never be that 
I felt alone and out of place Like I only had myself left.
Don't let anyone try to disparage your knowledge of knowing anything.
Either you should know or furtively know of the situation without them giving you clues.
your the only You it's all up to you. Your life, your choices, Your Goals, Your Mind. 
What you should do, think or how you feel It all up to you.