Yellow Tape
Location
I have
A velvet-red
Gold-lined
Cash ledger from my grandma
It's pages are blank
But on the back inside cover
A woman's cursive quips
The life worth living simply because he is alive
It's not my grandma's
So I sit here and think
I'm holding a piece of someone's vulnerability
Would this stranger be upset
Their pleasure is known
Or does it no longer exist?
The wear and tear and water stains
Admit age despite it's blankness
I leave my own tenderness locked
But my book is open
Alert! Alert!
Has someone broken in?
Come in this locked up place
Stumbled into my hideout
Visited my fortress
Glimpsing at the only thing I own proudly
Looking at places for my eyes alone
Were there aliens to my mind here?
I see foreign footsteps in my paradise
My only home broken into
My perfect illusion shattered by touches of reality
Break my body
Steal my soul
Smash my senses
Exterminate my fragile emotions
Burn my brain
Crush my cravings
But whatever you do, please
Please please
Don't glance at my mind
It's all I got