Why do I feel like my worst enemy is my mother

Why is someone to talk to come rare

Why do god not answer none of my prayers

How is it that I'm still walking strong 

How come all the love I had is gone

How do I smile to the people I hate 

How do I stand tall when I wake

Where do I turn when everyone has left

Where is there fresh air for me to take a breath

Where is everyone who said they were there

Where is all the peace the love the care

When did everyone change their minds

When did my girl decided she wasn't mine

When did my past become a ghost because I've been haunted

When did I start feeling lonely and unwanted

What have I become with this pain I endure

What is the dosage how will I cure

What is life what did I expect

What just happened and what's next

When where why how and what

I question my life, the crazy stuff 

I question family, money, love

It's like...am I not good enough