I should probably tell you I’m in pain
I should also tell you that it isn’t your fault
Even if you think it is.
I should probably tell you that I don’t blame you
Because you really couldn’t do anything about it-
No matter how much you thought you could.
I should probably also tell you that I am getting by
But that would be a lie- every day is a struggle
And you know the most about challenge.
I am sorry that I pushed you away.
I am sorry that I let you go.
I am sorry that I didn’t fight like you.
I should probably tell you all this
But I won’t.