Wish I was


Things aren't as I make them seem

 When people walk by me they don't see the pain I feel inside

The people see what I want them to- confident loud and proud... Fearless

And I think it would be bliss if I was all of this

I am only strong on the outside not all the way through

Even though I wish it weren't true

All the voices in my head and how they make me feel

I really wish all of it wasn't real

i wish i was what i make others see of me

i wish i was strong

i wish i was brave

i wish i had hope

like i fake to all and not eve let my real feelings show




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