Wife Thoughts
I remain uncuffed but still full of love for this boy
Not a man
Who won’t take my heart into his hands
And I’m not sure he deserves it
But I still have these Wife Thoughts
Thoughts
Of working my ass off so we have an income but you can follow your dreams
Thoughts
Of your mom calling me daughter
Thoughts
Of having you becoming my child’s father
These thoughts don’t deserve to be thought
And these thoughts for a boy who won’t be with me
But will sleep
Watch TV with me
Come and eat with me
Tell his dreams to me
I am not your wife
Not even a girlfriend
I am just a friend
Sick and tired of these wife thoughts
Put myself under the knife thoughts
Keep me up at night thoughts
Planning out my life thoughts
Seeing him with another makes my heart stop
….Yet I still keep having
These Wife Thoughts
I don’t think I’ll ever
Stop wondering
If you think about me
Like I think about you
Please think about me
Or else I’m wasting my time
With these fucking wife thoughts