Why do you keep hurting me
Pushed me to open my heart and make space for you there
I showed you cuts and offered to heal each one
You kissed my hand knowing I selpt with it nect to my cheek thinking of you
You didn't give me love, you used me to feel need or wanted
You used me and without a doubt find a way to drop me and you did
You made it my fault and I should be blamed right?
You never allowed me to forget my past knowing how much I hated it myself
The past me is what you hated and it didn't allow you to see what we could be,
what I wanted us to be.
I will gave you every part of me and I was willing anything to have you, but you gave me up
You allowed to me feel pain and just torture me with attention I will never get
I don't know what allowed me to love you, but I wish it never did.
I don't know I why I allow you to hurt, knowing you have never loved me to begin with.