My head is full of anxiety and I can't move.
I can't function.
It takes over my whole body.
My hands shake.
My whole body goes ice cold.
My speech and thoughts all jumbled up.
My words a mumbling mess.
I start to breath quickly.
I'm hyperventilating now.
I can't breath and I can feel the tears start to dwell in my eyes.
I can feel the burning sensation in my eyes as I'm crying.
I close my eyes to calm myself down.
I count. I try to be in control.
I try to control my breathing,
to control my tears,
I am now in control.
But, My head is STILL full of anxiety.
I STILL can't move.
I STILL can't function.
My hands STILL shake.
My body STILL cold.
My speech and thoughts STILL all jumbled up.
My words STILL a mumbling mess.
But, I STILL returned to class within minutes.