Why should I stay here?
why do you suddenly care?
any other time I'm not good enough
any other time I'm ready to go
I've been ready to go for far too long
but now you suddenly love me?
are you gonna miss me?
or are you gonna miss having your little dyke to belittle?
'you don't count' 'you're not valid'
and maybe at most I kind of respect you, but that's as far as it goes for me
maybe my siblings feel differently, but they didn't see your hate
they didn't see your abuse
because they were better
and you know in your mind that I'm right
because 'i love you' is a nightly reflex
a habit I can't seem to break