I seem to never learn

I take for granted what I am smart enough to comprehend

My life thrown away

my opportunity lost

 I am broken

I am defeated

I never seem to learn

My demons are like an old record player

on repeat

but I never learn the lyrics

becuase i already taste defeat

what's wrong with my organization

what is wrong with my head

I throw away opportunity

leave it in the dust

my hard work is nothing

the reward is lost

I never seem to learn